Life is So Unfair Sometimes

Lately life is frustrating the hell out of me.  Negativity is surrounding my family and I can't deal with it anymore. 

Last night I got pulled over by the local police.  I found out my car is still registered to the dealership.  We bought it 7 months ago.  Nice! 

Today I drove about 45 minutes to go see my daughter play volleyball.  She is a junior and is on the JV team.  The problem is that they have moved all the sophomores up and just ignore the juniors.  My daughter didn't play in the actual games tonight.  They put her in after the "real" game is done.  They keep playing afterwards until it's time for the varsity to play.  These games don't count.  I just find this pathetic and so unfair.  She has been playing a year longer than the other girls and has been put down my the coaches.  The head varsity coach basically runs all the other teams, JV and Freshman.  The JV coach is just a puppet of his.  It is so frustrating.  I can't even cheer the team on while my daughter is just sitting on the bench the whole damn time.  My daughter is a very sweet girl who doesn't complain about anything.  Maybe it is time that she does complain and speak up for herself.  My husband has emailed the coach to see if there is reason behind what they are doing.

I have so many things are seem to be on hold that I really would like to have move forward.  I have a legal situation that I would like to have solved and be done with.  I would like to finally find my full-time job with regular hours.  I just want to start living a normal life again.  I want to work 9-5.  Be able to walk around the lake again or exercise.  I want to be able to go to my kid's events whenever I need to without having to work and miss them.  I'm missing out on games.  I'm even missing out on my son's parent-teacher conferences this week.  It's just frustrating!

I can only think positive and keep trying to improve things and make things better.  I keep thinking that sooner or later things have to turn around.  Things have been bad for quite a while now.  The are getting better, but the process is very slow.  I keep thinking about the light at the end of the tunnel.  I CAN SEE IT!  Follow the light!